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Sunday, May 3, 2026

Faith between a Rock and Hard Place

 

“Grace and peace to you from God our Father and the Lord Jesus Christ.”[1]

 

Let us pray.  “May the meditations of my heart and the words of my mouth be pleasing unto you, O Lord, my rock and my redeemer.”[2]  Amen.

 

To start today’s message, let me begin with the fact that I am between a rock and hard place.  In fact, we all are.  Now this turn of phrase is often employed when we have to make choices, with neither option being particularly “good”.  But that is not what I am talking about.  I am talking about the rock I just prayed to.  It is right at the center of what our lessons are speaking about today.

 

As a civil engineer, I know much more than the average person does about rocks.  From classes in earth science to a sequence of technical courses on soils and foundation design, as well as years of practice either literally pounding rocks (several stories I can tell you about back woods trail maintenance never mind rock excavation on job sites) or blowing them up, rocks are a core part of my area of expertise.  As I indicated, there are piles of rocks and stones in our lessons today, so many it would be hard not to stumble over them[3].

 

In our first lesson we have the weapon of choice, rocks in the form of stones, that the Jewish authorities are using to put the first martyr in Christianity, Stephen, to death.  In our Psalm today, the psalmist calls out that God is “indeed my rock and my fortress; …” asking for the Lord, for His name’s sake to “… lead me and guide me.”[4]  In our second lesson, Peter calls for us to “[c]ome to [Him], a living stone, though rejected by mortals yet chosen and precious in God’s sight, …”[5]  He continues the use of this motif of stones by telling us, “like living stones let yourselves be built into a spiritual house, to be a holy priesthood, to offer spiritual sacrifices acceptable to God through Jesus Christ.”[6]  Peter goes on to cite Isaiah 28:16 indicating that God is “…laying in Zion a stone, a cornerstone chosen and precious, and whoever believes in [Him] will not be put to shame.”  Peter then concludes that this is an honor for those who believe, but a stumbling block for those that do not.[7]

 

Then comes the Gospel, and you might be saying, where is there a rock mentioned there?  Well let’s start with the statement by Jesus that “In my Father’s house there are many dwelling places.”[8]  Christ, here, is making a direct reference to the nature of what it means to “dwell” in God.  Later in the same scene He asserts clearly that, “I am in the Father and the Father is in me” and that “[t]he words that I say to you I do not speak on my own, but the Father who dwells in me does his works.  Believe me that I am in the Father and the Father is in me, …”[9]  But what does it mean to have the Father dwell in Him and what are these “dwellings” that are being prepared for us?  Well, this brings us back to some lessons we heard a few weeks ago.

 

Remember that Samaritan woman at the well?  The one that drew water for Jesus and was told that “… those who drink of the water that I will give them will never be thirsty.  The water that I will give will become in them a spring of water gushing up to eternal life.”[10]  The phrase “spring of water gushing up” ought to be helping us recall the scene way back during the wandering of Isreal after the Exodus where “Moses took the staff from before the Lord, as he had commanded him.”  And “ … said to them, ‘Listen, you rebels; shall we bring water for you out of this rock?’  Then Moses lifted up his hand and struck the rock twice with his staff; water came out abundantly, and the congregation and their livestock drank.”[11]  You see, this indwelling of God, this living water that we imbibe in, comes from a distinct source, a rock, a rock hewn deeper than any other, Christ himself. 

 

And this rock is simultaneously immovable and fully alive and active in the world.  This is why when Peter, in Matthew, announces that Christ is the Messiah, he calls out the statement of faith that Peter gives as:  a) not revealed to him by “flesh and blood” but was revealed by Christ’s “Father in heaven”[12] and b) that “on this rock” the Messiah, the first cornerstone, “I will build my church, and the gates of Hades will not prevail against it.”[13]  So when Christ is speaking of the dwelling places in Heaven, and he speaks of the Father dwelling in him and him in the Father, he is speaking directly to the rock that is the living God.

 

Which brings me to this rock and a hard place that we are all in.  You see we are in a constant tug of war here, and we hear it in what Thomas and Philip ask in the Gospel lesson today.  We have on one side the rock, our redeemer, Christ, God, who saves and frees and is our lodestone for all our heart and soul and body might desire.  But on the other side, we live in a hard place.  We are the broken and fallen children of God that lives in a shattered world that causes us pain and suffering and simply makes us question everything to the core.  We have a very hard time seeing things clearly even when looking straight at the almighty in all the wonders He has created for us.  Even though we have been shown the path, we see it like through a mirror darkly.[14]  I, for one, would very much like to get out of this push-pull of this existence, and really understand Paul’s assertions in Philippians when he says that “[i]f I am to live in the flesh, that means fruitful labor for me, yet I cannot say which I will choose.  I am hard pressed between the two: my desire is to depart and be with Christ, for that is far better, …”[15]  In some sense, I’d like to have the release that Stephen has in our first lesson.  But, like Paul, I realize that such desires are fleeting[16] and we all are called to “remain in the flesh” so as to “… continue with all of you for [our] progress and joy in faith”[17]

 

What I also know is that there is a here and now promise that God makes for us, to make this tug between the Rock of our salvation and the hard place of the earthly realm, bearable.  It is that he calls us to not let our hearts be troubled[18] because if we ask of anything in His name, he will accomplish it in, with, through and for us.[19]  If we simply believe in God, believe in Jesus Christ his son, as revealed to us by the Holy Spirit, we will be able to do the works that He did and does and, has been demonstrable thought history, even “greater works than these”.[20]  The current challenge of this hard place we know, is passing away and the new heaven and new earth are ever closer to one another, and to us.[21]  As a consequence, it is from this rock, this firm foundation, the cornerstone of the New Jerusalem, God, Christ, and Holy Spirit, that we indeed can have hope both now and always.

 

“Now may the piece of God that surpasses all understanding, keep our hearts and minds in Christ Jesus.”[22]  Amen.

 



[1] 2 Corinthians 1:2

[2] Psalm 19:14

[3] Cf. 1 Peter 2:8 (which is paraphrased from Isaiah 8:14)

[4] Psalm 31:3

[5] 1 Peter 2:4

[6] 1 Peter 2:5

[7] Cf. 1 Peter 2:7-8, borrowing directly from his speech before the Sanhedrin in Acts 4:11

[8] John 14:2a

[9] John 14:10-11a

[10] John 4:14

[11] Numbers 20:9-11 (Exodus 17:6)

[12] Matthew 16:17

[13] Matthew 16:18

[14] Cf. 1 Corinthians 13:12

[15] Philippians 1:22-23

[16] Cf. Revelation 9:6 “And in those days people will seek death but will not find it; they will long to die, but death will flee from them.”

[17] Philippians 1:24b-25

[18] Cf. John 4:1

[19] John 14:14

[20] Cf. John 14:12

[21] Cf. Revelation 21:1,22-27

[22] Philippians 4:7

Saturday, February 3, 2024

What are our Demons? How do we slay them?

 

What are our Demons? How do we slay them?

 

 

Let us pray.

 

“Let the words of my mouth and the meditation of my heart be acceptable to you, O Lord, my rock and my redeemer.”[1]  Amen.

 

My connection to CS Lewis

 

Ever since I was a boy, I have been a fan of Clive Staples Lewis and his writings.  Better known as CS Lewis, a contemporary of JRR Tolkien and the other Inklings of the 20th century British literature juggernaut, he looms large for Christianity to this day.  This devout atheist, turned Christian apologist, has become among the foremost authors, for many to turn to, in order to understand our shared faith.

 

My first encounter with Lewis, was through a pantomime play that was a part of a supported arts program for the schools in the Syracuse area as a boy.  The group put on an adaption of The Lion, the Witch and the Wardrobe which, thanks to some great teachers, encouraged us to read the tale ourselves in Lewis’ original prose.  And so, asking my parents, they got me the first of the Chronicles of Narnia, and I devoured it.  Not long after followed a reading of Prince Caspian, the Voyage of the Dawn Treader, The Horse and His Boy, The Prince and the Silver Chair, The Magician’s Nephew, and, of course, The Last Battle.  The 7 Chronicles, were perfect for a boy who was intrigued with history including knights and archers, still mystified by magic, and loved the possibility of a make-believe place that one needed only find the right apple tree to be whisked away to.  While made explicit at the end of the Dawn Treader, little did I put together that this was a long analogy for the story of Christ, God, and his power to transform and perpetuate grace through and with the world around us.

 

So it wasn’t until later in life, late in my high school years, that I realized that Lewis was not first and foremost a children’s tale author or a fantasy writer, but instead was a professor of medieval literature and a thorough going Christian writer.  The first book I pulled in of what most call his apologetic works, was Mere Christianity.  This rather effective and powerful work helps to provide a pathway from unbelief to belief in a way that continues to echo for many people to this day.  Certainly, it must be said of Lewis, that he was a man of his Edwardian context, fully complete with its rather masculine chauvinism and its heady assumptions about the order of society.  But if you understand that, and appreciate the occasional foibles in the context from which he wrote, his works just leap off the page and remain very relevant to us.  They are, perhaps, among the best books to explain many of the core theologies we embrace as Christians generally, but even more for those of an Anglican, Lutheran, and even Roman Catholic persuasion.

 

“So what does Lewis have to do with today’s lessons?” you are probably asking yourselves.  And that is certainly a valid question.  There are two of his works that are exceptionally helpful touchstones to help understand the thrust of the lessons today.  The first, is “The Problem of Pain.”  The Second is “The Screwtape Letters.”  If you are familiar with one or both of these works, I hope to do them justice as we proceed.  If not, well, I hope to do as my teachers in elementary school once did and encourage you to read them for yourself (you will not be sorry you did).

 

The Problem of Pain

 

All powerful God?  Why not end the pain?

 

Let’s first start with our lesson from Isaiah and address the proverbial elephant in the room.  The prophet lays out in no uncertain terms, a vision of God that is all knowing, all seeing, and all powerful.  Isaiah states, “It is he who sits above the circle of the earth, …”[2]  He goes on, “To whom, then, will you compare me, or who is my equal? says the Holy One.  Lift up your eyes on high and see:  Who created these?  He who brings out their host and numbers them, calling them all by name; because he is great in strength, mighty in power, not one is missing.”[3]  Concluding with “Have you not known?  Have you not heard?  The Lord is the everlasting God, the Creator of the ends of the earth.  He does not faint or grow weary; his understanding is unsearchable.”[4]  Our God is indeed an awesome God!

 

But if this is true, if God is omnipotent, if God is omniscient, if God is omnipresent, if God is omnibenevolent, and “God is love”[5], how is there pain?  How are there demons?  How can there be suffering in this world?  This is the conundrum that inevitably has to be addressed in our faith.  It is the often insurmountable elephant that make people of all ages, genders, nationalities, cultures, and more “loose faith” and call into question everything.  Yes, Isaiah, we hear you, God is everything and anything.  God is the great “I AM who I AM”[6].  But if that is true, then how unconscionable it must be to believe in a God that continues to allow pain and suffering and disease and demons of all varieties to exist in creation.  It’s downright unethical, false, and untrue to say this is a God of love, if this God is all that Isaiah says he is, and this God has not stopped evil and pain and all the ills of the world, that this God so clearly, as Isaiah tells us, has the power to solve it all in a flash.

 

And this question, this accusation, is at the center of CS Lewis’ book, the Problem of Pain[7].  Lewis knew well this question and all of the arguments made to tear down God in this way, because he made them himself in his years as a strident atheist.  So, in his text, Lewis takes this question head on and with vigor.  To do so, he returns to the story we find in Genesis chapter 3, and the fall of humanity.  Just to remind us all, this is the story of when our first parents ate from “tree of the knowledge of good and evil”[8] and fulfilled the prophesy that the serpent uttered to them that “God knows that when you eat of it your eyes will be opened, and you will be like God, knowing good and evil.”[9]  Lewis explains that this story is a metaphor, an allegory, that persists for all times and all places.  He borrows heavily from St. Augustine’s discussion of the doctrine of original sin[10], in that we, thanks to this act, have an inward turning, a selfishness, or “concupiscence” [11], that we have a hard time breaking free from and ultimately is the cause of the suffering, pain, and evil in creation.  And Lewis goes on to highlight that all of this is because, even though God is indeed the God Isaiah describes, he did not step in, he has not quelled every pain, disease, and demon, because he also is the God that gave us “free will”.

 

 

Free will is the blessing and curse

 

As Lewis, again borrowing from Augustine, explains it, God created us in his image, we are, and fundamentally supposed to be, good.  And we were created with perfect free will, the ability to choose, because God loved us and still loves us, and wants us not as slaves or servants but as friends[12].  Before the fall, we only knew this perfect relationship, even as we had the power to choose otherwise.  But by now knowing good from evil, the choice is not so easy and we are rife with making bad choices.  Paul, in his letter that we read from today’s lectionary, helps make this clear.  He states that “[f]or if I do this of my own will, I have a wage, but if not of my own will, I am entrusted with a commission.”[13]  What Paul is getting at is that when we use our “freedom of the will” the results are merely earthly.  But if we submit to the will of God, we are pulled into not only the earthly benefits, but the heavenly ones.  Luther, for his part, rightly called out the reality of our situation in his text “The Bondage of the Will”.  Luther, in contrast with his interlocutor Erasmus, acknowledged that this side of the Fall, any expression of “our will” really is to be in rebellion to God and his perfect will.  “Free will” is, in reality, anything but freeing.  The “gift” of the knowledge of good and evil, is to fall into sin, over and over again.  And while we are indeed baptized into the life, death, and resurrection of Jesus Christ, we are in constant need to refresh that baptism through confession and forgiveness, the very thing we open our weekly worship with.  Free will is a curse, in reality, when it comes to the things that matter most, us and our relationship with God.

 

But why did God give us this not so “free will”?  Again, he did so that we could love him as he loves us, not as a demand, not as servants, but as friends, as requited lovers.  So, we live in a world of pain and suffering, and evil and demons, not because God is impotent, or uncaring, or immoral, or anything we might blame Him for.  No, the problem of pain is a creation of ours, because God empowered us to love as he loves, to be free as he is free, but instead of giving up and giving in to Him and his grace, we want control, we are selfish, we want our will to pervade.  God can and, when asked, intervenes in the creation and with us, but he seeks not to impose his will on us.  So when we are choosing “not God” and “not God’s way”, we are choosing other than the path of love and peace and all the good that his power and might and knowledge and wisdom give us.  And that then brings us to the very subject of demons, the very real demons we have in our midst, and the gospel lesson for today.

 

Modern Demons

 

Demons, what are they?

 

Our gospel lesson from this week and last week speak about Jesus and his casting out demons.  Last week, it was that “… there was in their synagogue a man with an unclean spirit, and he cried out, ‘What have you to do with us, Jesus of Nazareth? Have you come to destroy us? I know who you are, the Holy One of God.’  But Jesus rebuked him, saying, ‘Be quiet and come out of him!’  And the unclean spirit, convulsing him and crying with a loud voice, came out of him.”[14]  This week we hear “[t]hat evening, at sunset, they brought to him all who were sick or possessed by demons.  And the whole city was gathered around the door.  And he cured many who were sick with various diseases and cast out many demons, and he would not permit the demons to speak, because they knew him.”[15]

 

We, living in an era of much advanced medical science, might question the very existence of demons, but I am here to tell you they are very much among us.

 

It is here that I now turn to the other work of CS Lewis that I mentioned at the beginning of this sermon, “The Screwtape Letters”.  This work of allegorical fiction, if you are not familiar, is a collection of letters between a senior demon named Screwtape and his nephew, Wormwood, a junior tempter[16].  Terming the human subject of Wormwood’s endeavors his “patient”, Screwtape advises Wormwood in all of the many ways he can “inhabit” the patient in a devilish effort to corrupt and ultimately have the patient turn from God entirely.  And what are the “demons” that Wormwood uses?  Ahh yes, sex, love, pride, envy, gluttony, war, religion, and much, much more.  In essence, as Lewis relays through Uncle Screwtape, it’s all the vices we fall into over and over again as humanity.  And Screwtape makes it clear that knowing better and being intelligent doesn’t prevent us from letting these little demons in.  As Screwtape offers, “... the safest road to hell is the gradual one – the gentle slope, soft underfoot, without sudden turnings, without milestones, without signposts."[17]  And I think a simple perusal of our own lives, never mind the news or what we see in our neighbors, bears truth to the realities that these demons are no less present today than they were in Lewis’ time or any time in human history.

 

How do we slay them?

 

So the question then begs, how do we slay our demons?  How to we solve the problem of pain we have brought on ourselves?  Paul, in our second lesson starts to get at that answer.  He writes that “[f]or though I am free with respect to all, I have made myself a slave to all, so that I might gain all the more.  To the Jews I became as a Jew, in order to gain Jews.  To those under the law I became as one under the law (though I myself am not under the law) so that I might gain those under the law.  To those outside the law I became as one outside the law (though I am not outside God’s law but am within Christ’s law) so that I might gain those outside the law.  To the weak I became weak, so that I might gain the weak.  I have become all things to all people, that I might by all means save some.”[18]  To expel the demons that inhabit us all too often, we need to “put on Christ”[19] in all his manifestations as the crucified, risen, and ascended Lord of our devotion.  We need to be weak for the weak, we need to be bound for those that are bound, and we need to be “slave to all” so that we are not slaves to sin.  This is precisely why the demons in our gospel stories are so petrified by Jesus and his disciples.  Because they cannot inhabit them any longer with any foothold.  If Christ is in us, we are no longer ourselves, we are “… put to death in the flesh but made alive in the spirit.”[20]  And that Spirit is the one that resides in our very hearts, and writes the law of Christ there for eternity.

 

Conclusion, Eustace and his baptism

 

To conclude, I have one last thing to offer that helps me think about our lessons today and how we deal with demons and suffering in our lives.  In CS Lewis’ chronicle, “The Voyage of the Dawn Treader”, there is memorable scene that helps us bring together baptism, pain, and becoming renewed after we have been inhabited by our demons.

 

Eustace, one of the child characters in the story, is a disagreeable sod of a child, who is only happy when he is causing others misery through the first parts of the tale.  And the tale is one of sailing on a grand ship to far off lands, visiting islands and mystical places along the way.  On one of the mystical islands they stop at, Eustace through his greed and spite, starts to steal from a dragon’s treasure trove, only to be turned into a dragon himself.  Having slipped on a gold bracelet in human form, when turned into a dragon, it pinched and chaffed at his arm with great pain, such that he sought relief any way he could.  After many attempts to solve this through his own force or through other human means, he was visited by Aslan the Lion, who is the God character in the Narnian universe.  Eustace resorted to trying to rip his very skin off, but it wasn’t until Aslan told him that Aslan himself had to tear off the dragon skin, that he finally would get relief, and be turned again into a boy.  To describe this, Eustace recalled that, “[t]he very first tear he made was so deep that I thought it had gone right to my heart.  And when he [Aslan] began pulling the skin off, it hurt worse than anything I had ever felt.  The only thing that made me able to bear it was just the pleasure of feeling the stuff peel off.  You know – if you’ve ever picked a scab of a sore place.  It hurts like billy-oh but it is such fun to see it coming away.”  “Then he caught hold of me – I didn’t like that much for I was tender underneath now that I’d no skin on – and threw me in the water.  It smarted like anything but only for a moment.  After that it became perfectly delicious and as soon as I started swimming and splashing I found that all the pain had gone away from my arm.”[21]

 

To defeat our demons, we need to be willing to shed our dragon skins, to give up our “free will” and give in to God’s will.  When we do, life can become “perfectly delicious” and the pain can recede from our lives and those around us.

 

Amen.



[1] Psalm 19:14

[2] Isaiah 40:22

[3] Isaiah 40:25-26

[4] Isaiah 40:28

[5] 1 John 4:8b or 1 John 4:16a

[6] Exodus 3:14

[8] Genesis 2:17

[9] Genesis 3:5

[10] Cf. Confessions

[12] Cf John 15:5

[13] 1 Cor. 9:17

[14] Mark 1:23-26

[15] Mark 1:32-34

[17] Letter XII, The Screwtape Letters

[18] 1 Corinthians 9:19-23

[19] Cf. Romans 13:14

[20] 1 Peter 3:18

[21] The Voyage of the Dawn Treader, pp 90-91